tired!

it's been looong time i never update my blog. today is horrible actually! well, thanks to my Indonesia friends who picked up me after class! i really ran from my building and automatically jumped into their car after class and talked about everything to them i even didn't care about how cold that night! i just need to talked about everything that makes me felt terrible that day! now, i feel relieved! i never had a terrible day before! i joined 2 classes that my friends joined as well. it because i knew that all marketing classes are about group project! i thought in this class i'll easily get a group coz my friends there. well!i was wrong! they even didn't remember me when they make a group! they just asking, asking, and asking without offering! what for?! just for being fucking polite to me? geezz!!! we've been friend since last year! but what i got now?! shit ! i'm totally out of control today! i'm pissed off! when they asked me again about have i found a group to join. i fuckin out of control and angry to them. they hug me and felt so sorry.. they tried to hug me many times and said sorry and they really said they didn't mean it but well, it's too late! they disappointed me! i already asked entire class that still have space for me to join. finally i found it. after asking one by one. too sad huh?! i have 4 friends there and each of them make group without asking me to join!!! they said they forgot! DA FUCK! I do have friends there but seem i don't have any.. i mean, yes i'm sooo tired! master degree is not easy! i have 4 days of holiday and my class is every afternoon which is if people hear it they probably will think "dude!u've got many free time!". well, i'm not! my free time full of group meeting and study at library! believe it or not. some of my friends always said where is ria? is she too enjoy to have relationship with someone that makes her rare join our conversation in bbm?! well dude! i fuckin tired of uni life and i don't have time to think about it at this moment! UQ totally different from my last degree. bachelor degree was hilarious! master?! fuckin tired! i really enjoy my classes, my teachers and my courses. i really love it. it's all about advertising,business and marketing. well, very interesting! i need work hard on it coz it's not easy to get a good score tho'!